I haven't blogged in four days... so I'm going to do the Albie thing and blog a major mondo blog that I'm sure people will be bored reading once they've gotten through the first paragraph. Nothing's really happened since Friday, with the exception that we stayed there until 2AM, but I'm sure you people already know about that. I love Starbucks for being open so late. *Insert hearts here* Anyway, Saturday was totally boring. I ended up just filing my FAFSA forms and whatnot instead of catching up on my reading like I was planning to do. Oh well... That was also the day that I decided to go running with Vinh after not having run in a long time. My legs hurt so fucking bad... ow. After the run, I was going to do more Tae-Bo (just to shut certain members of my family up), but decided against it seeing as how I was so tired. I did sit-ups and some weights instead. I'm trying to cut down on my so-called "squishiness." Anyway, that was Saturday in a nutshell. I woke up on Sunday, aching all over. My parents went out to the lot down in Murrieta and stayed there until late. I stayed home and *tries to remember* did my art project, which turned out "excellente" so I have no complaints about it yet. =) I should've been studying or reading or something, but eh... Those damn permanant marker fumes were getting to me though... I swear, working outside helps to get rid of the fumes, but it doesn't help to the point where you don't have to inhale them every so often. I called into KROQ a billion times today too to try to win the Incubus tickets. But, I don't know whether it is my phone or whether a lot of people like Incubus, but the lines were busy every time I called in. My hopes went up every time the phone actually rang on the other line, but they were shattered when I heard the operator say, "We're sorry. All circuits are busy now. Will you please hang up and try again later." Damn that bastard operator!! Damn him!!! Anyway, mom and dad didn't get home early enough for the whole family to go out and eat so Vinh and I had to go by ourselves. We ended up going to Newtown Buffet *that Chinese food place*. The grub wasn't too bad... but it wasn't good either. It was decent, although not worth the $10. Ehh... the lemonaid was good though. =) After dinner, we went home and I fell asleep while trying to do my homework... oh well. Not my fault... yeah OK my fault. Eh... what are you going to do about it, HUH?!?! Monday was a bore. I tried to study for a test that we were supposed to have today, but that failed me seeing as how I couldn't stay awake. I damn myself for that because now I have an assload of shit to study for Government tomorrow. Fuck. I don't wanna study... booooo. Oh well. I think I know most of this crap anyway. It's just a bunch of shit about public relationshions and shit. Shouldn't be too hard. =/ Today was boring, with the exception of the "Yetti Story," Albie falling on her ass in front of a bunch of tennis guys, and Justin stopping by. Here's a short story ya'll might enjoy:

I boarded a train that was headed for Paradise. The tickets were easily obtained for the fifty cents that I had in my pockets. Anywhere is better than here I told myself. I didn't know what I was getting myself into nor whether or not I would ever get out. I sat down next to the most handsome creature that ever showed itself to me. He was a gorgeous man of around twenty, cleanly shaved with dark, wavy hair that flowed like the mane of a Stallion running towards the setting sun. I looked at myself in the mirrored glass across the way and disapproved of my haggardly appearance. Face it... you'll never get a guy like that, ran through my head as if the phrase were a horse on the merry-go-round that was my mind. I saw him glance at me and look away. I looked at his face. The signs of disgust were evident. His nosed cringed and his eyes looked off into the distance, not really staring at any one object, but rather at many. It seemed as though he was picturing me in his mind and critiquing all the bad points that I had- from my tangled hair to the rags that I have worn since I could remember. Seeing that he disapproved of being seen next to me, I decided to get off the train. I didn't want to ruin his image by being the tramp that followed the prince home. But, before I could take a step from my seat, the train jerked forward. I realized that it was moving. The little sign above my head showed a beautiful valley, luscious and green, full of fruit and beautiful people as far as the eye can see. Then, taking my seat once again, I looked around me. Everyone else seemed to stare at me, mocking me with their cold, unmoving eyes, bidding me to leave their sight. The merry-go-round in my mind spun out of control and every sense of self that I had left went careening out in every direction. "STOP!!" I screamed. "STOP STARING AT ME!!" For once, my self-consciousness has overcome my senses and now the people were really staring at me. This time, they weren't just cold, scornful stares, but also stares that seemed to tell me that I didn't belong. They were the same stares that a mutinous gang of pirates had on their faces before throwing their captain off the side of the ship. Suddenly, the young man beside me stood up. He grabbed my arm as though he were my father, turning me around to scold me. He held me there as if I were some limp vegetable that he wanted to snap in half and throw away. Then I felt other hands grab me. I heard shouts from every direction. "Throw her off!" one shouted. "Let's just shove her in a cargo car!" Although the crowd couldn't agree on any action, I knew that they all wanted to get rid of me. The door slid open in the car and, like the senses that spun off the merry-go-round, I too went careening outward. I landed on a soft mattress and woke up, gasping for air. I stepped off the bed, put on my slippers and headed out toward the direction of my kitchen. Strange, I thought, this doesn't seem like my house. A whistle blew. "Next stop, PARADISE."

BORING. Me es in yearbook. 'Nuff said.

Well... I haven't blogged in a while and I'm sure that people are just tired of reading those damn song lyrics for the past few days. My bad people. At least I'm not as bad as Albie... she hasn't blogged in a while either. But then again, nothing good or fun or interesting is happening in my life right now. Not that I'm complaining, but things are just... too normal to blog about. I mean, who wants to hear about me sitting in class and falling asleep all day? Which reminds me... I haven't written in my Deadjournal for a while either. =/ Damn ho-hum life. Blah.

Lately, I've been busy doing icons for my own use. It's fun and it helped to rekindle my obsession with photoshop. =) I'm larnin' new things every day! Woop! I don't know... I've been feeling a lot more creative than usual lately. Maybe it's because I have nothing else to do that causes me to be creative. Who knows. I even started on a new story that's loosely based on the Alice in Wonderland concept. I don't know when in the world I'll ever finish. I'm thinking that maybe I should carry a disk around with the work on it so that I can work on it in school. That would be coolios. =P Or, maybe I should just continue to save it in my emails until I finish... if I finish. Hahaha. I promise you people that when I'm done, I will post the finished product on both my Deadjournal and my Blog so that the world can share in my creativity. LOL! ^_~* Stay tuned for some good shit.

Anyway, I'm in yearbook right now and they're talking about boobs. I'm trying not to pay any attention to what they're saying but that's pretty much impossible seeing as how they're so loud. ¬_¬**** Aiya... they're worse than Van, Eb, and I when we were talking about boobs yesterday... LOL. ^_^* Aiya... enough for now... head hurts...

Remember the first day when I saw your face
remember the first day when you smiled at me
you stepped to me and you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
remember the first day when you called my house
remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised
and we haven't argued since
remember the first day we stopped playing games
remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

i'm so happy so happy that you're in my life
and baby now that you're a part of me
you showed me
showed me the meaning of true love
and i know he loves me

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

He looks at me and his brown eyes tell his soul

Brown Eyes - Destiny's Child

Yeah yeah yeah... I normally wouldn't venture into their "territory", but I thinks the song is sweet. =P Anyway, off with me. I need to look for some more images to make icons out of. ^_~* Beat THAT Albie!!! LOL.

Justin spent pratically the whole morning at my house watching NASCAR and suffering the abuse that he was getting from the stuffed aminals that I kept on throwing at him. Poor guy... lol. Anyway, he dropped off his Valentine's present... it was a Fossil chain and pendant in the shape of a heart. ^_^ I usually would'nt go for jewelry of any kind... but since it's from him, I'm gonna cherish it. =P Other than that... the day was boring and full of me lying around the house watching my TV husband (who, by the way, doesn't know that I'm "cheating" on him... lol).

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Funny... I was Italian before... *shrugs*

Waaah~ I don't know why I'm extra exhuberant today... maybe it's because I had too much sugar to drink when I bought that Mia apple cider or maybe it's just because I feel so much lighter now that a few things are out in the open. ^_^ I'm still high on the effects of Valentine's yesterday... mwahahahaha. I mean... tee-hee! Anyway, so after school today, I drove Albie around the stores to look for an eraser and to get some boba to chug. Yeah... I can't believe that Albie's gone this long without one of those cute little Korean eraser thingies. Seriously. I am shocked. =O When we were finished eraser shopping, we came back to mi casa and watched the last tape that I have of Marmalade Boy. Must remember to borrow more from Regina-chan! =P Near the end of the tape, Daddy came home with a candy bouquet. At first, I started drooling cuz I thought that it was for me. Sadly, that isn't the case. LOL -_-** Daddy had bought the candy for Mommy yesterday... but seeing as how old people forget so easily *lol*, he left it at work until today. ^_^ Isn't that cute?! My parents still care for each other. Awww... everything's going right lately *knock on wood*. Tomorrow won't be a fun-diddly-un day... gotta do my FAFSAs and write essays for scholarship dinero. =/ Dammit. Blech.

Umm... today was coolios. OoOoO... I did jack-shit today and didn't get in trouble for it. WOOP! Here's what happened:

1st period
I come into first with nothing in my hand and leave with a bunch of stuff that Albie had given me. =) Arigatou Albie-chan! On my desk as I walked in was a stuffed white bear with one of those hearts that Albie was sewing and two little star candy sticks. SO KAWAII!! We didn't do much in stats except sit there and talk because, boring as she is during her lectures, Pacheco is really nice when it comes to letting us have breaks on holidays... either that or she knew that none of us would listen to her anyway so she just gave up. In either case, we had free time. So, I spent it wisely and decided to fold some stars and cranes in order to fill up that heart jar that I was planning to give to Justin. =P Woop! LOL. Yeah. Pacheco really liked my paper boxes that I made using that book that I borrowed from the library. I have to admit that they look really coolios because they are so cute! She asked me how I made them and I couldn't answer because I don't remember how. ^_^*** Ehh... I have the directions photocopied... so that's OK! Haha.

2nd period
So annoying and boring at the same time. We had a sub today for Art so you know it's another one of those stupid "fold the paper in half and draw a *insert stupid subject here*" kind of exercises. Narf. The sub was really annoying... he couldn't pronounce my name so athe only thing he did was spell it out. He was like "Carmen Villalobos... uhh... V-Y V-O?" Grrrr... AND, to make matters worse, he wouldn't shut up when I was folding my cranes and stars. There was a constant voice that was asking me questions like, "where'd you get those papers?" or "How'd you do that?" GRRR!! So, as you can guess, I spent the period half-assing my assignment and folding paper at the same time. It's challenging! LOL. So that was second period... yeah.

3rd period
Boring.

4th period
We got our Prose Essay back. I got an 8+, which means that I was SO close to getting a 9 like Albie did. Woop to Albie! It's cool though. =P She only takes the top 4 scores... right?!?! *shrugs* Oh well... better luck next time, ne? That was pretty much all that happened in English... we have a multiple choice practice exam tomorrow so... yeah.

Lunch
Albie panicks because I haven't gotten my rose yet. She runs around school looking for a Sophomore class USB thing to talk to them about it. It's quite amusing, really. ^_^

5th period
Greg got a bear from someone... I think he said that it was from Steph. *shrugs* Maybe I should pay more attention. Odd thing though... Toru tried to take my cookies after I gave one to Yoshi. I told Tofu that if he were to take my cookies, that would make him my novio and he said "OK". -_-*** NANI?! I'm pretty sure he's just joking so I won't take that to heart. Besides, who wants someone who constantly sits there, rubbing his fuzzy head of hair in a futile attempt to create static electricity?! Ehh... Oh, this was when I FINALLY got the rose that I've been waiting all day for. Thankee Justin! *Insert hearts here*

6th period
Sub. Anal sub. Boring as hell. He made us write journal entries for heaven's sake... grrr. I made up a fairy tale about Valentine's Day, seeing as how that was the subject and I never had a Valentine's Day experience before. ^_^ The sub likes it. I'm a good story teller, no? Hehehehe

Well... that's it for school. I hope Justin likes the cookies. DON'T EAT THE ONES IN THE BOX OR ELSE!!

Hmm... Albie and Justin are doing something behind my back... o_O I'm pretty sure I know what the exchanged today in yearbook when he came... but I'm not gonna say what I think it is. It's for me to know and them to worry about... *evil laff*

Word of the month: LARD

Anyway, now that I got that out of my system, time to really blog *gasp*.

I woke up this morning at 5:30 if only to turn off the alarm and set it to 6. It's funny how I put my phone alarm twenty feet away just so I can walk a few extra feet to put it on snooze. It's a sad attempt at actually waking up on time... but it has so far failed me in every way. I guess waking up early just depends on how late it is and how important it is for me to wake up. This morning was just government reading that I had to do so I didn't think it was too important. Anyway, I went to first period today and Albie and I were exchanging notes on how she wants to kill me and steal Reggae-chan's Marmalade Boy tapes. =P It's OK though... I know that she doesn't have the guts/means to do it. *Evil Laughter* Second period was boring as hell. We worked with charcoal and drew a lion thingy, which would've been cool had it not been covered up and backward. Stupid art teacher thinks that it better stimulates the brain if we can't see all of what we're drawing. Needless to say, my drawing started out all perty and nice (pfft... I thought that it was supposed to be a tree) and turned out looking like a big blob of black stuff. =/ My hand turned completely black too because of all the smearing that I had to do. ^_^ Thank God someone invented soap! Woop! LOL Third period was government, which I don't give a rat's ass for, as you can tell from my intro. Anyway, I was suffocating the whole period because Alex Chi now sits in front of me, and BOY does that guy smell like ma-fucking-nure. It was aweful people! >__< Aiya... I always get stuck with the smelly doods. I swear... last year, I had to sit next do Danny... and he smelled like my shoes when they really really really really really really really really really smell. This year, it's Alex Chi... wwaaaaahhh! No es fair-o!! Fourth period was like any other day... quiz here... notes there... some lecturing everywhere. =/ Right now, I'm still in yearbook. ^_^ It's just like being in physics... only without people who actually care for their grades and are quiet. I should turn on my phone... but it's a whole 20 feet away! I... can't... reach!!! Well... Albie's thinking of going to the SuPaStOrE after school and I'm planning to go grab some boba. Only probe-lame is that I don't have my money with me right now so I'm kinda hoping that my dad's out of the house... I need to sneak back in to get some of my money (from CHRISTMAS... woop). Oh, and before I forget, Chuc Mung Nam Moi people! (Viet equivalent of Gung Hay Fat Choy). ^_^ *Ahem* Where's my money all of you married peoples?! *Stretches out hands and waits for it to be filled with read and gold paper envelopes* $_$ Cha-Ching!!

I'm a Water Spirit

Re-cap! WOoP! lol

Friday, February 08, 2002
Today was homecoming. I could care less and would've left school much much much earlier... but that would be considered "ditching." Anyway, I signed up to sell sodas for Physics Club just because I helped Pi out for the last homecoming instead. I ended up sacrificing three dollars to give someone change for their soda purchase, which was all the money that I had at that time. When I went to buy food after school, I thought that someone had stolen my moolah... but yeah. I'm smurt. =P It's OK though... being penniless only means that I can't buy food to make myself more fat, so I guess it's a good thing? lol. So, after the slight embarassment of not having money at the Viet food place, I drove Albie and myself home and went online. Albie forgot to ask her mom whether or not she could go to the movies tonight with us though... but when she did, her mom decided to say "no"... boo. She didn't joing Vinh, Justin, and I. Dammit... I mean, what is there to say about it that Justin hasn't already? =P The food at Outback wasn't as good as I had expected... or even wanted it to be. The chicken was over-marinated and the ribs were just full of chunks and chunks of fat. =/ I mean, I can stand the fat thing... if it's in little portions... but for God's sake, don't give me a slice of fat on some bone and tell me that it's a fucking rib! Grr... whatever. =)

And the moment you've all been waiting for:

Vy laffed, Vy cried, Vy loved it................(A) - Story line, Graphics, Length of the movie, Suspense

Excellent..............................................(B) - Characters, Dialogue

Good....................................................(C) - Hollywood's take on what it means to be "based on actual events"

Ehhhh...................................................(D) - none

Stooooooopid.........................................(F) - none

Not another stoopid Star Wars movie........(ZzZZz) - none

I don't know... maybe it's because I've seen so many scary movies that this one seemed like just another spoof, but I give it an A -. I mean, yeah... it was suspenseful, which was good... yes. But the fact that the movie was meant to be scary but turned out to just hold you at the edge of your seat (Justin... haha *points and laffs* WEEEAAAKKK) was not as appealing to me as it should be. However, I give major props to the person who wrote the story because it was the most well-written story that I've seen in a LONG LONG LONG LONG (OK so not THAT long) time. =) And that chick who played his wife, she no good. I don't know... I know that it's bad that I typecast her and stuff, but I can't see her in anything that's not comical... although there is something freaky to the way that her face looks sometime... especially when it's all white and stuff... *ewwies*. But... yeah. That's my take on the movie.

Oh... and I consider my brother to be a "pussy" for holding on to my arm like that. But even Vinh couldn't surpass the stupidity of that one guy who talked on his fucking cell phone near the end of the movie. I wanted to stand up and tell him to "suck some dick so that you won't have the means to talk on the phone" but he had some sense to hang up before I could get a chance. Narf.

Saturday, February 09, 2002
I did nothing today but eat, sleep, and play tennis. =) PHUN!

Here are my MASH results:

You live in a House.
You're married to Justin.
You drive a Viper.
Your car is the color Red.
You live in the state Hawaii.
Your honeymoon is Italy.
Your occupation is a Mathematics Professor.
You have this many kids: 2 (1 male; 1 female).

Of course... I had to reset the stats a few times and change the car color to red... but who's counting? LOL!!

Oh, and I got a 7 on my practice AP Poetry Essay thingy... WOO!!!!!!!

I'm in yearbook... so what else is new? Haha... woke up a little later than I planned today. Dang it... why must I sleep so much?! Anyway, so I didn't get to fix my hair into the funky mess that I wanted to so I just came to school with a big puffy head of static-clingy hair. As I was sitting in the library trying to do my homework, a big puff of rainbow feathers sat down next to me and I realized that it was Nga! WOW! Hahahaha... she has awesome hair. Anyway, long story short, she lent me her hair clips and I clipped my hair up in stats instead of listening. >_< Bad Vy. Right now, I have about ten butterfly clips in my hair with some star paper, provided by Albie. ^_^ I likey. Haha. Well... there's not much to say today...

Vanessa can't copy papers for nutz. I wrote a permission slip for myself and Van wanted to copy it for herself because she's just that lazy. =P Smurt as she is, she decided to copy my paper word-for-word and ended up writing a permission slip for me instead of herself (for you kiddies who don't know what I'm saying, let's just say that if the permission slip were a test, I would have two copies turned in under my name). But yeah... that was Physics Club.

And JUSTIN: I didn't say you looked like Goofy... I said you looked like my Goofy doll. =*P Oh tears! LOL!!! ^_^ Just be happy that both Albie and I have said that the doll is cute, OK? *Busts out laffing*

My day in review:

Woke up this morning to the sound of my phone spinning aimlessly around on my tile floor. The alarm was aparantly going off and I had forgotten to turn off the vibrate function... blah. Whatever... it got me up and out of bed. Then, I realized that I still needed to wash my clothes because *gasp* I was out of jeans to wear except those really HUGE size 10 pants that used to fit me. Boo... I almost decided to wear them and become a Gansta *lol* but decided against it seeing as how the last time I tried them on, they fell right off my ass. I would wear them... if I had a belt, which I don't. Blech. Note to self: buy a belt. Anyway, so I decide to wear pants that somewhat fit me and a turtleneck shirt to school. It was warm. Then... school happened and I ran out of "exciting" things to experience.

After school, I went to get some gas... then Albie and I went to the SG Soopa-See-tore (NO, it's not Latin... that's just Foblish) where she bought some paper. I wanted to buy something there... but when I got there, I forgot what I wanted to buy. Boo. That's OK... next time. After that, we stopped by Toys 'R' Us and mooshed some stuffed dogs' heads in. They were so cute and poofy, but none of them could compare to Wuffy (see? I still wuv you Wuffy! lol). But yeah... after taking a few wrong turns here and there because I forgot which freeway I was supposed to enter, I finally wised up and got on the correct street and we headed to Cerritos. I almost went *boom* into a car while merging onto the freeway lanes... but that GOD that the dude in the other car was nice enough to let me pass. Sorry! >_< Vy bad at merging. So, yeah... we arrive at the Cerritos mall in one piece and headed around looking for bears. Albie and I decided to be typical girls so we shopped every store that had stuffed aminals in it until we found the perfect one for the perfect price. =P Remind me to do that more often... it really does save you money. Anyway, so she buys stuff and I didn't buy anything until right before we chowed down with Justin, who met us there after he got out of school. I bought two little bags made of some mesh materials, which I'm planning to give away for Valentines with some home-made "popourri" (check the speelink en dat), then I bought a little stuffed Goofy doll that I think is just adorable, and some pretzels from Sweet Factory. Yum. =P For lunch, I had food at Chick-Fil-A... Word of warning: NEVER EVER EAT THERE unless you happen to have a craving for the dryest piece of chicken in the WORLD. Oi... waste of my money. But yeah... after chowing down, we left. ^_^ I actually went on the right freeway... aren't you proud of me?

So I gets home and I see all the doors are open. I'm laughing because I see the pavement wet with water and I thought that Vinh must really not know how to water the grass... or he just can't "handle his hose," lol. But anyway, so I step into the house, practically ankle-deep in water and realize that my house is flooded. Boo. All that I have to say right now is thank God we don't have carpet any longer!! So I pick up a broom from the outside of the house and start sweeping water out. Right about then, I began to feel as though I'm paddling my way through my kitchen on some sort of invisible canoe. Aparantly, what had happened was that a water pipe had busted and water was gushing through the walls and into my house. After a while, we finally got the water down to a trickle until my dad got home and called a plumber. The dude said that the pipe was about ready to bust anyway so he had to do some stuff with stuff... I don't know. Albie was already over by then and the two of us were trying to dry off the floor with towels. Poor towels. Anyhooz, the important thing is that the house is finally dry. Thanks Albie!!

Discovery of the day:
My Goofy doll looks miraculously like Justin! LOL! Only... Goofy has an ASS... LMFAO. I'll bring it on Friday to the movie thing just to prove my point. =P

Stupid pain in my ass... I had to republish that last blog ten times before it even posts. Grrr... Anyway, me es in yearbook right now and I'm bored out of my wits end. I have nothing to do, but that's OK. Not like I ever do anything. I'm feeling bad right now because I keep on telling Justin that I'm going to be online but I never am. SORRY! Aiya... if sleep wasn't so important or tempting, be assured, I would be online every frickin' day. =)

On a different note, for the first time in three years, I got straight A's. That feels mucho good. lol. =) Well... that's it. Tomorrow, we get off early so I don't have to stay here in the dreaded hell-hole for too long. I'm thinking of dragging Albutt around town to buy stuff for Valentines... we have three hours to waste... woo! haha. More later if I feel like it.

WOW... I'm tired. Let's re-cap, shall we?

Friday, February 01, 2002
Justin stopped by a little before Albie did. It's kind of un-nerving to know that Vinh wants to get his dumb-ass nose all up in our "biz-naz"... LOL He was asking stupid questions just because he wanted to be nosey. Blech. It's OK though... at least he finally realized that he should take his heartattack meat sticks into mom and dad's room to eat while watching TV. Too bad he didn't decide to do that earlier so that I would get a chance to talk to Justin more... but it's OK... I think we talk to each other enough times during the day (although not without the occassional blah-blah-ing from Vinh in the background. Damn him. But, I must learn to control my temper when it comes to that nutsack or else my dad is going to get anal again. Pfft. He says that I yell too much. I DON'T THINK THAT I YELL TOO MUCH, DO YOU!?!?!?! lol. But yeah. I think I cried myself to sleep this night because dad busted out his "you always think of yourself and not your education or your family" lecture again. I really wanted to say something back... like "You think that I never care for my family?! You think that I'm just here to 'hang out' with friends?! WTF do you think I'm doing in school then?! NO, WAIT. I get my ass to school early every fucking day just so I can hang out with my friends, who don't arrive until five minutes before the bell rings. Of course, it's because of all of my friends that my grades are so LOW... I have a fucking 3.72 GPA... MY GOD!! I'm never going to get a fucking future with that shitty excuse for a GPA!!! NOOOO!!! I think I'll go kill myself now! And I don't care what you think... remember, I don't care enough about my family in order to work my ass off everyday cleaning and cooking and whatnot!" UGH!!! GEEZ!!!! Whatever... whatever... whatever. *sigh* I felt like calling either Albie or Justin... but I didn't want to bother them with my problems at like... 1 in the morning. I wanted to go online earlier but my dad was hogging the phone lines. Fuck.

Saturday, February 02, 2002
Today was our tennis "banquet"... if you can really call it that. ^_^ Hehe... We went to Citywalk. It was cold at first, but the little torch posts were warm. I felt myself deep-frying like so many chinese foods... lol. But anyway, after wandering around aimlessly for a few hours, we finally decided to find a restaurant to eat in. Van and I walked all the way to the other side of Citywalk to find a frickin' directory. It sucks... but whatever. There aren't really that many "good" restaurants there so we decided to eat at Wolfgang Puck's. The food was up-the-wazoo expensive... and not really worth the price that we paid for it. I didn't know that ordering a rotisserie chicken would mean getting the whole damn bird. Geez that thing was blech looking. It tasted OK... but for $14, I would've rather gone somewhere else to eat. =/ Then, after dinner, I was calculating the bill, as was the tradition... lol. I accidently calculated it for 12 people instead of 11... sucks ass. So, we end up short by like $26... and so we had to chip in an assload of moolah just to make up for it. =/ I had to break a $20 just to finish off the last $2 that was missing. Boo... but whatever. It's OK... *sob* Haha. The wait for our table wasn't that good either. We waited for almost an hour to get the damn table. BOO! So yeah... that was it. After stuffing our faces, we all went home and stayed there. lol. I was going to go online again, but then mom and dad wouldn't let me... and by the time that I could go online, everyone was offline... =) oops. SORRY!